03/04/25
feeling: blah ! Just... Blah.
watching: Kiki Chanel
latest obsession: mobile gaming
last song played: Chururira Chururira Daddadda! by WADATAKEAKI KurageP
current weather: light snow, 34°F
i'm trying my best, and honestly? if i'm being quite real? that's really all i can do right now. i'm going to shower later, probably after my therapy appointment. do my best to be productive + take care of myself. i already did a few chores. i think i wanna write a lot today. that's my goal. i'm trying to set goals. i'm trying. small steps. small, baby steps.
i know therapy will be rough today, so i'm trying to get myself in the right mindset for it, if that almost makes any sense. therapy prep LMFAO.
i just want to do a better job overall. i know healing isn't linear. i just want to say i'm doing Better instead of Worse. y'know?
in terms of tiering!! i need to update some things, as i get to tier some events i want to for stamina training, and also some others i'm really looking forward to in general. shihomix, haru5, wd4... here i come :devious: >:D
i've been into my mobile games, which isn't the best way to cope, but it's making me super happy. i've been having a great time with pjsk and crk. man, what am i, 15?
whatever. cringe is dead.
idgaf.
:dance:
