Dear Diary . . .

so where do i even start.

i guess like.... Let me just say. If you think writing fiction to process one's trauma is a crime, you probably might wanna unfollow. Just a suggestion.

And when i say fiction, i don't mean trauma porn of incest that fully sexualizes the issue at hand. It's a crime. We all know this.

i mean more like people writing about incest as a crime. or about fauxcest as a kink and the two adults consenting and engaging in the FAKE, CONSENSUAL SEX ACT to help reclaim their trauma... these things. thats what i mean. but also, if people wanna sexualize their trauma in the privacy of their own heads, keep it unpublished, keep it behind closed doors, we can't criminalize thoughts. it's truly just the Act of Inflicting Sexual Trauma or trying to Convince Others to Be Aroused and Enjoy the Sexualization of Trauma. thats an issue.

so now that ive prefaced this.

i got cancelled for writing a consensual trauma kink scene. LOL. lost my closest friend group bc of it. got shamed and borderline bullied bc of it too. its like y'all pride yourselves on being so kind and caring and open yet this? is how you treat me? Alright cool i guess.

i understand people being upset by incest being the prompt on the kinktober list. but i didnt even write incest. like i said, i wrote a fauxcest scene that was between two consenting adults. it was about the shame of wanting something related to your trauma. it was about the guilt of asking for it, being unable to get off.

it was a very Personal Vent piece actually. BUT WHATEVER!

theyre not worth my time anyway LOLLLLLL They can rot :)