09/09/25
feeling: determined if anything
watching: Wednesday S2
latest obsession: getting these damn fics done
last song played: Spring Storm by VBS
current weather: sunny, 55°F
KINKTOBER TIME! i've been fucking grinding. oh my god i've been on my grind. i need to keep grinding so i'm quickly writing this. well.
we had to put tulip down. i feel. very numb. i;m distracting myself with impossible writing projects. it's. hard. very hard. i'm extremely sore and tired and it's weird without her here. it's quiet. i don't like the quiet without her.
i'm sorry gg. i hope she's happy with you
otherwise besides the fact i quit my job? i'm gonna apply for more receptionist positions. sedetary stuff. um. i'm jsut gonna keep writing. iDK BYEEEE ILY GUYS SORRY FOR THE SHORT ENTRY I NEED TO GET BACK ON MY GRIND EVEN THO IT'S LIKE 10AM
09/05/25
feeling: sleepy tired. anxious too LOL
watching: Law & Order: SVU
latest obsession: uma musume
last song played: Needs by Versache
current weather: windy, 68°F
soo... it's been a little bit. LMFAOOO i'm really sorry T__T
my dog had surgery. and that sounds like the most bullshit excuse ever but it's true. this is the third week of his recovery and my computer died. and when i say died i mean like the screen wouldn't turn on. it wouldn't work type of died. it died on the third? fourth day of his recovery? it's been exactly a week today iirc... LMAOO ... help me. T__T
anyway so hi! IM ALIVE! watched kpop demon hunters. watched a lot of netflix documentaries. and a lot of the great british baking show. oh and svu. what else. i've been playing a lot of uma and pjsk. I NEED TO CALL MY THERAPY PLACE BACK LATER TODAY SINCE THEY HAVE AVAILABILITY FOR ME. wails and cries and dies. i asked my mom to remind me. she;s been such a great help since i also. well. i also quit my job! since it was way too far of a drive! and there were other things i needed to be met that weren't being met so. it was a really fun experience but i need a desk job. seriously. i do.
but i'm gonna try to cross off everything off my todo list these next few days .. few weeks if it gets to that point.. but i have short term goals i want to have met and i think thats good.
im just soo tired today... might have to go take a nap after i get this update out LOLLL goodnight everyone ^__^ have a good day / night / whatever time it may be for y'all :D take care MWAH
